with the same fears

Life is hard

Like the playing card
You should choose
But take care cause you could lose

It's your choice
You have to say it with a loud voice
Sometimes there is no choice
In my situation I have no poise

My eyes are tired from tears
But my heart still with the same fears ..

See The Flower .. Feel It Has Power

A lot of things happening

And more of things changing

Felt my life it's really the hardest

Seeing everyday people smiling

Could I one day smile

If I am near

If It's only one mile

Is left to smile

Could .... but is it from my heart ?

I could cry

Or even try

To show I am sad

Or mad

The word sad is not enough

And It's tough

I always see the flower

And feel It has power

Afraid from my fears

To turn to tears

Just can say

That I may

Be the one who do this ..

It's Not The End

Writing poems is what do you feel

With me it would heel

from my fears

Or with my tears

And make it cure

Make my heart pure

People always see what do I feel or write

But they never get inside

Were they will find the fight

they never thought about what might ...

Be in my heart

While I just use art

I just ask my self who and why

And always start to cry

When I was young thought true friends are for free

like a cup of tea

But know I disagree

Because I could see

I could see that friends are easy to meet

But true friends are very hard to keep

I think I will never stop thinking about who is my true friend ...

Because it's not the end ...

The end

She's not only my teacher

She's not only my future

I thought it's only the past

But it's not the last

She's my whole life

She's not number five

I'm sure I'm not only the one

Who think she made learning fun

She shined my life brighter than the sun

I thought it's soon

When I saw the moon

Tears are not stopping from my eyes

I think it's not time to say hi

Now ! I should say bye

I'll always remember her smile

And do my best to forget her cry

I think it's the end

The end of my smile

The end of laughing

The end of everything ..

You should try...

Tears are running from my eyes.

Everybody asking why.

Told them you should try.

You should try holding everyday different hand.

You should try feeling everyday your alone without a friend.

Telling maybe it's really my fault.

Maybe people are saying the truth.

That I AM THE ONE WHO do this.

I just really don't how to fix this.

My life is really hard.

From the time when I was playing in the yard.

Asking myself why ...

And just start to cry.

A weird dream

One day I slept .

In a dream I flept .

I could see everything clearly .
At which time ------ ? It was early .


I could see my friends .
As if they wanted to be the end .
They told me why ?
I told them hi !
Thay left me and go .
I told them no .

We don't want you .
You wasn't true .


And all the school did the same .
Really it was a shame .
My eyes was full of tears .
And I started thinking about my fears .
My heart was broken .
As a bird who can't find her son .
Tears falling .
Heart crying .
Asking for some fair .
But who will care .


The bell rang .
And everybody ran .
In my class they were found .
Saying sorry untell the ground .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
they say .
And they didn't go away .
like they used to say .


And suddenly a hand was shaking .
A voice was talking .
It was my dad saying .
Get up it is time for praying .
And it is time to go to school .
And my heart said it was too cool !

something weird

I don't know what is happening I feel something weird
Life is horrible, like sunset
Everything is getting worse
People said I am the one who do this

I don't know how to fix this
She said the words of sadness
It was something terrible
I hope it's not real

I hope it's a dream
Yes, maybe it's a nightmare
maybe it's something god giving these problems to learn from them something
Ofcorse there is a reason.....

For what is happening for me
Now really I don't know who to trust
Where is my real FRIEND
my true FRIEND
my best FRIEND
my ..........................

Don't know if I will stay forever like this ........ jumping from one tree to another ...

I am SORRY !

Feeling sorry is the most difficult and the worst thing, specialy when the other person doesn't shows that he or she is OK .

Poem for my best flower

I feel sorry :(

But don't worry :)

Do you know that your the best even if you are in the west :)

Saying sorry is easy ..

But doing it is is basy ...

I know that I stinks

But that will never links

You are like moon in my eye

And you are the one who makes me cry

SORRY !!! nothing more to say .

It is useless don't leave us and go away.

Sorry .... f0r third time .

Even if I will clim .

And this is the thing I could say...

Don't leave me and go away .