Tuesday, April 27, 2010

WRITTEN BY ZULFA TO ME =D

From Zllufa To Me..I Adore her

You are the only reason why I'll stay here
Cause in the beginning I used to say
That I may ... someday
Leave this and just walk away

But now ... I pray
That I stay
Here forever
And I'll do & pay whatever

Just to stay here with you !

Habiba your the who drew that smile on
my face everyday and every morning !

wut could I say more than THANK YOU !!! don't why =(

What does Habiba mean ?
I've always wondered ......
And I just found out !!!

Has self confidence

An Awesome, Amazing, Wonderful, Great, True Friend

Being there for me no matter what happened

Intelligence = Habiba

Being patient whatever is happening around her

An angel walking on earth looking like a normal human

Monday, April 26, 2010

I didn't believe she wrote it ... I just LOVE her nothing more .. I can't do what she is doing ... I just keep saying THANK YOU can't do more cause she is doing everything ... I love her ... Thank you ... Sorry if I wasn't here for you ..

I saw my best friend
Standing there,
Getting embarrassed,
I looked at her & thought in my mind

Thank god that isn't me!

But when I went and stood up there
As I started talking
Thoughts were walking
Out of my mind

& all I could do is NOTHING !
So I just FROZE UP !
& felt that the world is spinning around
& went back to my place

and bursted out crying
to empty out a space
of my sadness & rage
And my tears started falling down my face

without me feeling that
but I knew I'm gonna be better
As long as I have a friend such as Habiba
to hug & to cry on her shoulder

So here's to the person who introduced me to Habiba !!

THANK YOU !!

Written by :

Zulfa Abdulmajiid

Thank you .. I LOVE YOU

I was wondering from this moment what shell I write there is nothing in this world that is nicer that what she wrote so I tried to write for her anything here is what I wrote ...

I really don't know what to say
It'll really be difficult to go away
If I could I would say
Try to stay

Even if I don't have a way
To go but the most impotent thing
That I have you

Thank you nothing more
I love you...

To my true friend ... Zulfa =D

From Zllufa To Me =D

I didn't know what i had to say when My BEST TRUE FRIEND gave me this poem that really touched my heart and make me cry ...

I've always wanted to say thank you ...
Maybe I did before ..
But you keep on saying
That you are the one

Who's supposed to say thank you ..
And when you say that everytime
I feel that it's just like your rejecting my " thank you "
So please, just once, accept it =D


What happened to me
I keep on asking myself
But I finally found the answer
Only a tiny changement happened

Which is ....

I've been blessed by an angel called Habiba =D

I just love you !!

Written by :
Zulfa Abdulmajiid



It's always for the same reason

Whatever it's tears of happiness
Or tears of sadness
It will always be for the same reason
And always in the same season

Don't lie !!

Nobody knows I always cry
They will always ask why
Cause they don't deserve that I bet they didn't even try
I just always dreamt ... I could fly

But it always seems I want to die
Always wanted to buy
Something that will make me never cry
Maybe one day I might fly

With you so high
My friend will you ever lie
That you love me
While you didn't try

It's only one word

I'm really tired of crying of trying
I know it's not the end of the world
It's only one word
That is sharper than the sword

I'm alone =(

I'm alone
On my own
I can't handle it any more
Staring at my phone

Say maybe she will call
But she just always ignore ......

Forever and Always .. NEVER gonna forget you

I'll just walk away
It's too hard to stay
I'm on my way
I'm just gonna say

I always may
Be sad, mad from you
But forever and always
Never ever forget you one day

Hay my friend
It's not the end
I'm always gonna send
My poems to you

I think it will be better
From just being here while it doesn't matter
I'll just go away
You can't imagine how difficult to stay

Sunday, April 25, 2010

my best ZLLUFA !!

Today I figured something....
something important....
You must be asking yourself, what is it
You don't have to know

Cause it'll only bring you down..
So just forget those horrible moments
And try to remember one of those amazing ones ,,
and CHEER UP !

Even if you HATE me .. I STILL LOVE YOU !!

I don't know what will I do
If she forget me and go
Maybe she promised she will not
But I feel that isn't THE TRUTH

The PROBLEM is that the TRUTH is ALWAYS BAD
The END is ALWAYS SAD ..
I see your picture with your friends can you tell me ...
If they ever loved you more than I do

But you always think that cause we are not in the same school

But with me it doesn't matter
Even though one day you hated me
I STILL love you
Cause you were here every time

I was sad
I was mad
but you always make me HAPPY !!
I just wanted to tell you

That Even If you HATE me
I STILL LOVE YOU

Friday, April 23, 2010

She NEVER left me and go !!

Her name is Zulfa
She is sooooo cute
Her smile makes the whole school happy
She never left me and go

And she never left me sad
I never left her mad
She is AMAZING, PERFECT FRIEND
I always thank god I know her
Cause without her I would die

I'm nothing without you ....

I just wanted to say ... for her
THANK YOU .. for every moment you was with me
I LOVE YOU .. more than anybody In the whole world

And .... I will NEVER EVER just leave you alone

just for my friend who was with me always .. ZLLUFA ♥ ♥



Thursday, April 22, 2010

I have to breathe without you

You always say that the past is the last
You needed one chance
But ... it's too hard
Even If your everything in my life

I have to breathe without you
Cause I have to
Can't denial we didn't spend best years
But my fears turned to tears

And I just always cry
Wanting to fly
And see that your nothing
Instead of everything
In my life

I can't believe you did that
Cause you always swear not doing it
Maybe life is short
But never find it easy

Come on lets just be two
Instead of one

I always thought it's gonna be a happy ending
But I'm always wrong ...





Monday, April 19, 2010

I can't fix it .. my heart is broken

People are people
They will never change
That way
I hate my life

I can't fix it
And my heart is always broken
By the best people in my heart
It is a life cycle

It will never change
I'm just sad
When your with me

You always help me
But .. I'm just standing near you watching
You .. suffering and I can't do anything ...
Sorry my friend about everything

But be sure I'm always trying
Your just a good friend
You always change everything to the HAPPY ending ..
Please it's my only and last questions ....

Will you be here till the end ????
The Happy end of the story I always dreamt about

For my only best friend ... Zulfa

When it was in December

I could remember
When I was in December
It was me who knew
I didn't know what to do

My sister was trying
To stop crying
But it was hard ....
I went to school next day
I asked myself if I may

Say .....

To anybody anything
My best teacher I could see
She is coming to me
She told me he will be

Sad if I cried
I told her I tried
But I just can't
Even if 10 years passed

I will never forget ............. what happened in December ........

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

It's only HOPE !!!

It's only hope that makes us be alive ..
Without it I would kill myself with the nearest knife ..
I just don't know without you what could I do ...
It's just ... that I really LOVE YOU ...

Your the only in my life who is true ..
It's always when it comes to me and you ..

It's just one person ..

I only wanted to say
That I may
One day fight
with you but might ..

Still LOVE YOU ... and I will never leave YOU ..




Monday, April 12, 2010

I trusted her =(

Last night I saw my truly friend with my sister
I heard her telling all of my secrets ...
I thought she's a good keeper ...
But I was wrong

After all these years
You said to everybody about all my fears ..
She told me today lets walk
I told her it's too late to talk

I told her NO
And left her and GO
She asked me so ?

I told her your not my friend who I know ..

P.S : It's my toy who I trust .. :)

It's her fault this time ..

I left her alone
With her phone
Talking to her best friend
She probably thought I would wait till the end

But this time she's the one who's wrong


Thanks ..

I told my self she belong with me
My brain replied it's not a cup of tee
I told him no
He told me so


I told him I'll tell her the truth ..
That she is the basic of my life ...
That if one day she wasn't there ...
All people know me .. I'll die ...
And I will cry ...

Like the flower without the root it's nothing
I see you everywhere I go in my life ...
In my dreams ..
However I go your always with me to help me ..


The problem that I can't say what is my feelings ..

Cause words are few according ..
To my thanks that is in my deep heart and blood

Sunday, April 11, 2010

It's always not a HAPPY ending !!

Sometimes I could see my tears
But I never know if it's tears of happiness or the opposite
I just want one time feeling happy until the end .....
Words are over
No more words for what do I feel

I said everything I could say no more words could heel !!!

words of happiness doesn't end ..

Words of my happiness doesn't end
I can't describe my feelings cause words are few
I just can't tell her I LOVE her
Cause I know it's more than she could imagine

Please my friend don't ever leave me alone


Sometimes I just close my eyes and see ..... your the only one who cared when I was died ...

Friday, April 2, 2010

Your the best

Your always the best
In the north in the west
Could I just may say
Your always in your way

When I'm sad
You always pray
For me to be okay
And I wanted today

And I will say it everyday
I LOVE YOU
What I am saying is true
And I'm gonna d0

Anything even if it was a drew
I only wanted to say
THANK YOU
For anything you do !!!