The only true thing in my life

I'll say I don't want them

But I need them

In my heart they're everything

In my life they are the air

That makes me still alive

I don't know what to do

When you left ... and go

I don't know whose

Wrong this time...

But I know

I'm afraid everyday

To say the truth

I can't live like this

Keeping a big secret

Loving someone but afraid to say

You can't see

Cause your blinde

From a little while

You can't see

That's she's the one

Who heel

My fears

Before turning to tears

She's the one

Who keeps

My secrets ..

I just don't know why

You just want us to hate each other

But it seems like even is miles went further

She'll still be in my heart

She'll still be my BEST FRIEND

I'm still thinking ...

What to do in class

Without you .... Cause I

HATE YOU ...

Just tell me why ... You wanted to

Take me only true thing in my life

That's not fair

I'll swear

That's not fair

Nobody cares

I hate them

I miss you

I'm counting

Seconds to see you

Cause it's the first time

Since I knew you

I'm alone .. in my own

While all my friends

Left me and go ...

I just wanted to tell you something

Miss you .. can't wait till tomorrow

Can You Tell Me Why.....

Tell me why ?

You just wanted

To take my smile

To be my first fear

I'm patient but ...

Not that much

You made me

ill, tired and sick

Are you happy now ??

After taking my only smile

After making me

When seeing your name cry

Don't know the reason WHY ??

Tell me WHY ?

Your so mean

You want everything

To belong with you

I realized now ...

You don't belong with me

Anymore ...

And by the way

I wanted to say

I'm not a store anymore

For fears or tears

Hate YOU !! will be

The last word I'll say

And pray ... For you

To be okay ....

Everyday ...

Goodbye I'll say

For who WAS ...

My best friend ..

GOODBYE !!

They are so mean

I'm thirteen now

Don't know how

My friends ...........

Could be so mean

I didn't imagine

They would one day

Leave me alone

I didn't one day believe

I could hate them

That much

I don't know who

I'm gonna talk to

Now at school

I come your class

crying everyday ...

You hug me while you say

"I'll pay anything to be with you"

Don't know why

I cry and cry

Wanting to die

While you pray

For me to be okay

I was stupid

When I thought

They deserve anything

I was stupid

When I cried

And .. You were

With me ....

I realized they love them selves

More than they could ever love me

At the end

I'll just say

Thank You my best friend

Who never left me alone

Don't know if you knew

So I'm taking this chance to say

That I have the best day

With you today

Thank you Allah !!

Why was born

I wondered and asked myself

With my deepest voice

In my heart ...

The answer is always

The same

But .. Do we realize it

Do we believe and learn

This ANSWER ...

It's for you

God !! it's only for you

Why do we ...

Why do we always forget

That the reason

We are here just for you

Only for Allah!!

In our lives our goal

Was for you .. But Why !! Why people ...

will change it to another person

Who isn't worth anything

They forgot .... that ....

Nobody deserve

They forgot that ...

The last day ..

Nobody you ever know

Will even think about you

Or care ... they'll just ...

Be afraid .. only thinking about them selves

Allah !! your the one who forgive

The powerful one

The patient one

I'll just say for you God ..

I may one day ...

Forget ... that your the one ..

That I Have the goal for

My goal is only for you God !!

I'll promise .. I'll try .. Never forget

Who's the one I have to thank

The one I have to cry for ..

Not anybody else .. except you

Cause nobody even deserve anything

Even is they are

They'll never reach you

Your the PERFECT one

Your the GOLDEN one

I just always ask myself

How could people forget

You .. While they dreamt to meet you

I'll just say my last words

Thank You

Means a lot with me

I don't say it everyday every night

I can't say it to everyone to anyone

Thank you GOD !! Thank you ALLAH !! ..

For everything you did for me ...

it's just two words .. but it means a lot

I'll cry ..

Until I die

Cause they lie

I wanna fly

Only me and you so high

I'll always try

To forget them

And remember

That I have

Such a good friend

It's you

I love you

I was stupid

When I cried

Over them

While they don't deserve

One tear from anybody

They don't worth anything

THANK YOU

for the only person

Who stayed with me

Every moment ...

Who made to me

The smile that was

NEVER made ..

Love You .. I know

It's just two words

But it means a lot

Cause I just don't know

What do I say

more than

Thank you

Love you

Adore you

Cause I care !!

All of them

Are such as ...

I can't believe

All of them

Are cheters

All of them

Are selfish

Even AYA

AYA !!

I really

Can't believe

I feel that's

like a nightmare

It can't be real

Maybe .. they also

STEAL

I thought they heel

My tears My Fears

But I was wrong

I'm always wrong

In everything .. In choosing friends

In trusting people .. who don't deserve anything

I was right in only on choice

To know Zulfa ...

All of them

Seemed nice, funny, innocent

But at the end they left me

But Zulfa she never left

She is never late

She never leave me if ..

I'm sad .. until I smiled

GOD !! what shell I do

Just tell me ...

I know that isn't the

Biggest problem in the world

But cause I really care

I would never stop thinking about them ..

ALLAH !! why .. is life hard like this

I just wanna die

She's not that lucky

You aren't that lucky,

Cause you didn't reach your goal !

You just made a smell hole ..

In our souls !

You messed it ALL !

You turned snow into coal ..

We all know that in the end,

You're gonna be sole !

With a bowl

Full of sadness & tears

And you won't be able to control

Your feeling .. neither your dealings

I apparently & hardly HATE YOU

I'll say SCREW YOU

I'm wondering ...

Have anyone threw a shoe on you before ?

I'll just see right through you

I just want a clue !

Why aren't you true ?

By the Way, I just want to tell you

That I crossed your name

& drew an " X " on it

So I DON'T CARE !

Written By :

Zulfa Abdulmajid

She isn't worth it

I just can't believe what happened !

We seemed to be a close friends

Well, that was FAKE

It was just a whole big lake

Full of lies & mistakes

It's enough, I want to be awake

For God's sake !

I'm sick of keeping all my feelings inside me

I want to be free =L

But she's going to see !

And we all agree

That she's gonna be

Just like a lonely tree

Without anyone around her, not even a bee

She's just SO mean !

And by the way

YOU ARE NOT GOING,

TO RUIN OUR

LIVES !

Written By :

Zulfa Abdulmajid

It's NOT !!

Did you see yourself

in the mirror today ?

Did ever think about

What you may say

Do you know now ??

My love is fake

My hate is true

My tears were

Never the clue

Do you think ..

My heart is a rock

Do you think ..

Your hear a knock

In your door

That's not .. gonna be the answer

I think hate is in your heart

All think it's love .. but

It's NOT !!

Will I leave HOPE ??

Do I HATE .. Do I LOVE

Do I TRUST .. Do I PRETEND

Do I SMILE .. Do I CRY

Do I LIVE .. Do I DIE

Where is HOPE ??

Where is FAITH ??

Where is the ONE ....

Who is the TRUE

Who is the BEST

FRIEND ..

Please tell me .. Do I Hate or Love

Where is Hope that all people are talking about it

Who is the one ...

GOD when I'll DIE ..

I'm FED UP from this life

Please ALLAH help me ...

Will I ever leave HOPE ??

BYE !!!!

LOVE is hard

When there is HATE

How to TRUST

While there is FAKE

Why should I CARE

If she doesn't ...

I'll swear !! that is not FAIR

I'll never wait the phone and stare

For you to call

I'll promise ...

I gonna delete you account

At the Facebook or messenger

And in the phone

Thank you for the million time

For letting me cry

Wanting to die

BYE !! will be the last word

I Promise I'll never leave her

Congratulation !!!

I wanted to tell you something today ..

I wanted from a long time but I couldn't

I think it's really the time

That I could tell you

Congratulation !!

You made me cry ..

While you don't deserve

You ruined my whole life

But wait a minute

You tough me a lot ....

You tough me to never cry over someone

Who don't even worth anything

You tough me never leave her

And I promise I'll never leave her

I'll never leave her even if all of you

Left me .... and I promise

I'll never cry over you

Cause you don't deserve

The only thing you failed on doing it ....

You couldn't let me leave Zulfa

And I'll tell you something

Don't try again

cause you'll lose the game

Who cared ??!!

Who cared ??

When I saw the paper and stared

Nobody even think to come and see

If I'm sad .... or crying

When you just come

You ran and hugged me

You asked what's wrong

I showed her the poem

You said please only for me

Don't be sad ...

Your always here for me

I don't know why I hate my life

While there is always you

Every time everywhere

You never left me crying

Just you hug me and say

Promise me you'll never let

Another tear fall down from your eyes

I said okay cause your only

The only who never left me alone

The only who knows all my problem

The only who ... hugged me

The only ... I'll never never stop saying

Cause you did a lot

And when I tell you that

You'll just say it's not

let me just tell you

That i love you

Adore you

Miss you

Never think I'll leave you

Nightmare !!

Nobody could help

It's only me

And the old pen

I'm stupid, I'm nothing

I was brave, I was everything

I hate my life

I just can't handle anything

I'm fed up

I can't wake up

From this NIGHTMARE ....

we are true friends forever =)

I wanted you from a distance

And said our friendship is problem resistance

I always think, it's amazing how when I'm with you

Everyone has no existence

Your assistance is there for me

Whatever I'm not feeling okay

The way you smile makes my day !

And your laugh sprays

Happiness in my soul

I Love Her .... Zulfa wrote it for me !!

There's a song that say " I know everything about you

& I don't want ti live without you

I guess that song is made of us

We always wish we're in the same bus

You always think that no one cares about you

But I DO !!

Our friendship is true

I've looking for a clue

Is your favorite color red or blue

Sometimes I suddenly say '' Deja Vu ''

And I say it's the best view

I want to say " thank you "

Love You <3>

A Question Mark ??

I loved you so much

I don't know what to do

I was addicted by you

Until I said what I never say

That your my TRUE friend

Your my BEST friend

All most all my friends ..

Was gonna leave me ..

Cause of you

They were Jealous

I didn't care cause of you

Were everything in my life

But the truth turned out to be hurting

NOW !!! I can tell you

My heart is broken

With the best person

In my heart

I realize after a long time

That my heart ....

Is now only one half

And I realize It's

A QUESTION MARK

Asking you why

Can you just try

For one time

I'm giving you the last chance

Cause your everything to me

If you left me and go

I'll be alone

Grab the phone

Listen to Taylor Swift

And cry

Cause you were my smile

Every time smile I smile

I felt lonely ... from the moment you said

Good Bye

Nobody worth anything

I think nobody care

But that's not fair

I don't know what to do

In my life .. to be happy !!

With my friend with my family

Could I one day

Be satisfied with my life

I hate the way

I'm living

And caring

While nobody deserve anything

They don't worth anything

I'm really fed up

From my life

I would always think

I would die ... And nobody

Will CARE =(

I missed You

It have been

29 hours

1740 minutes

104400 seconds

I didn't hear your voice

I didn't see your face

I didn't tell you my problems

I didn't smile

I didn't laugh

It was tough

I was trying

To think about anything else

But it was hard

my heart was stopping me

I didn't know how to think

About anything

Anyone .. else

But it was you

Only you

In my brain

In my heart

Even Her !!! =(

Even my true friend

My best friend

The one who stayed with me

Since we were kids

I can't believe

She is so mean

She smiled and laughed

I said please no

I can't imagine

I was telling her

My secrets

My problems

I said maybe it's a dream

But the problem .. it's real

I don't know whom I'll trust now

It was only her

And my best friend Zulfa

She explained

But I felt

What she said

Was not the truth

I'm tired of trying

Or crying ..

I felt nobody

Worth anything ..

Zulfa .... was sad =(

You ignore me, You listen to her

You shout at my face, You talk to her normaly

You Hate me You Love her

You don't care about me, You care about her

More than you can ever imagine

Even tho I do everything to you

And I'm sure you wouldn't drop a tear or cry

Over me If I died

Everyone cares about her, No one Cares about me

Sad ending are always mine !!! =(

Written By :

Zulfa Abdulmajiid

My Zulfa was sad

I can't stop crying

Well .. I'm trying

But get on better

Cause you are the reason

You are the reason that makes me wishing dying everyday

Sigh .. When is this thing going to end

Cause you terribly turn every nice moment into tragedy

And I'm totally sick of it

I just feel like tearing

I know I aint a princess

And this a fairy tale

But all I want is a happy life,

Without problems, without messed up parts

I just want to win people's heart

And have nice endings & starts

And to look at my family

Seeing them shining in my eyes

Like stars

NEVER happen !

My tears are running down my face

Hmmmmm .. I have no fears

But it appears

That your gonna be my first fear !

Written By :

Zulfa Abdulmajijd

For my true friends

I don't know why

People will just try

To let me cry

Wanting me to fly

Fly so high

So I'll miss them

And I'll die

I can't imagine

They are so mean

I will just try

Not to cry

And just remember

My TRUE FRIENDS

They thought It's the end

But it's never the end

I just LOVE YOU my TRUE FRIENDS

Who never let me cry

♥ for my THANK YOU my TRUE FRIENDS

Her heart did she open ?

I don't know if she deserve

Like the computer can I save ?

In her heart did she open ?

Afraid she deletes my poem

Or remove me from her friends

Can I edit my feeling

Can she give me some space

To breath or I'll escape

I felt she is copy past from the others

I don't know if there's anybody deserve except Zulfa

I felt she didn't want me to complete ...

P.S .. I didn't want it to be funny..

But .. maybe to make you smile ...

your more inportent than me

The Other Side Of The Door

Can you just see it one time

From the two sides

You always say it's my fault

While you even didn't realize

What did you do

You always just say I'm wrong

Can't you just go

And listen to the song

That you gave me it's '' The Other Side Of The Door ''

Can you tell me if you saw

The other side of the door

It always ends like your really right

And you show that your the light

In the darkness that you say it might

Be Me ....

But could you tell me if you saw

The other side of the door

I don't even remember how I knew you

It seem strange how we become best friends

Can you tell me if you lied

One day and said you'll never leave me

Can you tell me if you thought about these words

I don't really believe you saw

The Other Side Of The Door

We'll never leave each other ..

I don't think you know

I love you more than you do

And if you only think to go

I will cry

I will die

Your everything to my life

Your the smile

Your my hand that takes my tears

Your the one who made me sing

And gave me the wing

to fly

So high

I don't care

If they watch and stare

And cause they are joules they will complain

I'll never leave you alone even tho

you & I saw ....

A lot but we'll never leave each other ...

I opened my heart .. I Love You ...

You Gave me your book

I took a look

I saw your name

I smiled and cried

It's really been a short time

Since I know you

But Your always here for me

I can't remember it you one day forget me

Since from the first time I know you

I opened my heart .. I really loved you

I can't imagine leaving you

It's impossible stop thinking about you

Problems doesn't end

With my friends

But you know I always ..

try to remember what you say

And figure any way

To STOP thinking about it

Thanks I'll say it with a loud voice

I want the whole wide world

To hear what I'll say ..

It's ONLY one word ..

THANKS !! =D

Thanks a lot .. for my true zoe ;)

I'll never leave them .. !!

I felt they didn't know me

they didn't find the key

In the sea

They lost on there way

And they say

That I may

Leave them one day

I didn't believe they said that

While I'll never leave them .. I just can't

I was shocked

My heart was locked

I just can't know

I they really meant that

I LOVE HER THE MOST OKAY

I will say it with a loud voice

I LOVE HER WITH A LOUD VOICE

I L♥VE ZULFA THE MOST

OKAY !!!

ARE YOU HAPPY ?? CAUSE I AM .....

CAUSE SHE WAS NEVER LATE WHILE I'M CRYING

I AM CAUSE SHE NEVER LEFT ME AND GO

DID YOU KNOW WHY ??!!

you made me say the truth that I wanted to say from the beginning are you HAPPY now !! I'm fed up with you cause you just make me cry everyday .. while you don't deserve