Tuesday, May 25, 2010

The only true thing in my life

I'll say I don't want them
But I need them
In my heart they're everything
In my life they are the air

That makes me still alive

I don't know what to do
When you left ... and go
I don't know whose
Wrong this time...

But I know

I'm afraid everyday
To say the truth
I can't live like this
Keeping a big secret

Loving someone but afraid to say

You can't see
Cause your blinde
From a little while

You can't see
That's she's the one
Who heel
My fears
Before turning to tears

She's the one
Who keeps
My secrets ..

I just don't know why
You just want us to hate each other
But it seems like even is miles went further
She'll still be in my heart
She'll still be my BEST FRIEND

I'm still thinking ...
What to do in class
Without you .... Cause I
HATE YOU ...

Just tell me why ... You wanted to
Take me only true thing in my life

That's not fair

I'll swear
That's not fair
Nobody cares
I hate them

I miss you

I'm counting
Seconds to see you
Cause it's the first time
Since I knew you
I'm alone .. in my own

While all my friends
Left me and go ...
I just wanted to tell you something
Miss you .. can't wait till tomorrow

Can You Tell Me Why.....

Tell me why ?
You just wanted
To take my smile
To be my first fear

I'm patient but ...
Not that much
You made me
ill, tired and sick

Are you happy now ??
After taking my only smile
After making me
When seeing your name cry

Don't know the reason WHY ??
Tell me WHY ?

Your so mean
You want everything
To belong with you

I realized now ...
You don't belong with me
Anymore ...

And by the way
I wanted to say
I'm not a store anymore
For fears or tears

Hate YOU !! will be
The last word I'll say
And pray ... For you
To be okay ....
Everyday ...

Goodbye I'll say
For who WAS ...
My best friend ..

GOODBYE !!

They are so mean

I'm thirteen now
Don't know how
My friends ...........
Could be so mean

I didn't imagine
They would one day
Leave me alone

I didn't one day believe
I could hate them
That much

I don't know who
I'm gonna talk to
Now at school

I come your class
crying everyday ...

You hug me while you say
"I'll pay anything to be with you"

Don't know why
I cry and cry
Wanting to die

While you pray
For me to be okay

I was stupid
When I thought
They deserve anything

I was stupid
When I cried
And .. You were
With me ....

I realized they love them selves
More than they could ever love me

At the end
I'll just say

Thank You my best friend
Who never left me alone

Don't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I have the best day
With you today

Monday, May 24, 2010

Thank you Allah !!

Why was born
I wondered and asked myself
With my deepest voice
In my heart ...

The answer is always
The same
But .. Do we realize it
Do we believe and learn
This ANSWER ...

It's for you
God !! it's only for you
Why do we ...
Why do we always forget

That the reason
We are here just for you
Only for Allah!!

In our lives our goal
Was for you .. But Why !! Why people ...
will change it to another person

Who isn't worth anything
They forgot .... that ....
Nobody deserve
They forgot that ...

The last day ..
Nobody you ever know
Will even think about you
Or care ... they'll just ...
Be afraid .. only thinking about them selves

Allah !! your the one who forgive
The powerful one
The patient one

I'll just say for you God ..
I may one day ...
Forget ... that your the one ..
That I Have the goal for

My goal is only for you God !!
I'll promise .. I'll try .. Never forget
Who's the one I have to thank
The one I have to cry for ..

Not anybody else .. except you
Cause nobody even deserve anything
Even is they are
They'll never reach you

Your the PERFECT one
Your the GOLDEN one

I just always ask myself
How could people forget
You .. While they dreamt to meet you

I'll just say my last words
Thank You
Means a lot with me
I don't say it everyday every night
I can't say it to everyone to anyone

Thank you GOD !! Thank you ALLAH !! ..
For everything you did for me ...

it's just two words .. but it means a lot

I'll cry ..
Until I die
Cause they lie
I wanna fly

Only me and you so high

I'll always try
To forget them
And remember
That I have
Such a good friend

It's you

I love you
I was stupid
When I cried
Over them

While they don't deserve
One tear from anybody
They don't worth anything

THANK YOU

for the only person
Who stayed with me
Every moment ...

Who made to me
The smile that was
NEVER made ..

Love You .. I know
It's just two words
But it means a lot
Cause I just don't know

What do I say
more than
Thank you
Love you
Adore you